pembuat masalah yg useless

kat sini, ku plaing suka ckp psl impian, harapan, mimpi, kepercayaan..- faith. sbbny ku xleh nak ckp suma tu face-to-face dgn org. sbb org ni de mulut. de je balasanny.. sampai de 1 hari tu, bila de org yg ckp 'blaja yg penting dpt kerja, bkn sbb minat je. kerja xdpt2.' ringkas n padat je ayat tu, tp serius sakit giler hati nih.. T__T

lagi sakit sbb ku xleh nak kata apa2. sbb ku xde apa2 sbgai bukti. serrius, rasa useless giler.. sangat. wlpun ku masih nak percaya yg nak buat pape kena de minat, tp ragu2 tu de sikit. mula rasa yg mgkin ku patut dgr ckp abah je dulu - jd cikgu.

sampailah semalam. ku terdetik nak dgr lagu nih. n ye.. trima kasih ye hati sbb buat ku xputus asa dgn rahmatNya. insyaAllah ada. mgkin belum masa. Allah tahu yg terbaik. insyaAllah..

Wearing ripped jeans, and styling my hair differently

Might look weird in people’s eyes

But im going to walk on dreaming my own dream.

Though they might call me a problem child

Others might say im funny

Might ridicule me amongst themselves

But for entire world to see, im going to win.

I am a trouble,

Even the name they used to call me.

Im going to change someday

Im going to surprise the world

I am a trouble

Even if they stand in my way

I don’t want to stop

Proudly, im going to try standing on my ground

They tell us to go towards the same place

But boring things don’t even interest me

Don’t force me to live like robot

Though they might call me a rebellious child, like a fool

There’s no way im going to give in

Because im going to create a great future

The eyes looking at me through colored lenses

Not even one of them scares me

I can fly higher

The day my name shines bright

Everyone waits for it

Because that day will come

I can fly higher

With all your strength, get up and yell

Throw those worries away

From now on is the start

I can fly higher

Out loud, just once scream

Was ignored because of our age

Towards the world, we are running now.

I can fly higher

Holding onto our precious dreams

One step, one step

From now on is the start

- Troublemaker, FTIsland

DISTANCE

Now, over the crossing,

Someone who was always besides me stands.

First snow of the season falls on her back who is walking not knowing anything.

My heart hurts as I run.

Because it was as if I left you behind.

Do I still exist in you? As a selfish person.

Because I wanna see you.

Just wanna see you.

I was holding your image in myself.

Turns to recollections,

Changes into memory,

Not to fade it away.

"I love sad songs too."

Why wasn't I able to realize?

Over the crowd, I see your back.

I was reaching out my hand unconsciously.

Even if it's too late,

Gotta tell you "I'm sorry"

Otherwise I can't move on.

So I ran after you.

Just ran after you.

As if I cut through the crowd.

I called your name.

called many times.

Did it reach?

But straight,

Just straight,

You keep walking forward.

Never looking back

As if you leave everything behind.

As if it's for me.

I cannot still find the answer.

What's right and what's wrong.

Please reflect me into your eyes once more time.

Let me ask you.

So I wanna see you.

Just wanna see you.

I was holding your image in myself.

It wasn't a dream.

It was a reality.

But I let your hand go.

Snow keeps falling.

My feeling gets stronger.

Express train passes.

By the time this crossing opens,

you will probably not be there.

You will probably not be there, but..

p/s: balik pada mood lagu2 sedih rentak ballad. ini xperlu vc, xperlu translation pun akan dapat rasa dah. berbanding dgn lagu2 electro-pop yg kena tgok vc baru feel datang. in my case la. ni lagu baru FT Island - distance. ori song in japanese, credit pada yg mentranslate. deep bow. kamsahamnida! :)

because i dont know how to love

sedih sangat lagu nih..wlpun lagu2 FTIsland mmg byk yg touching2, tp yg ni paling touching. teringat cerita full house, princess hours..

rindu la nak tgok gameshow wonbin dgn FTI's members balik... de kemungkinan x FTI jadi STI?? tp music direction dorang berbeza skit.. so, kalo de concert together pun dah cukup baik. :)

hopefully they doing well. hwaiting FTI n wonbin-ssii!! cant call them oppa since im older.. huhu :(

p/s: mula2 post vid ni ingat nk membebel skali tentang bait lirik lagu ni..s usuall. kalo ku dah start taip tu, mmg tgh banyak la benda dalam kepala ni yg nak dikeluarkn. tp, mood membebel n menaip agak tak berapa ada skrg. so, layan lagu je la ea.

Always be mine

I hear you breathe
You’re lying close to me
The shadows gone
I have found my peace

You make me calm
With you I’m safe from harm
And right by your side
I’ll stay thru the night
‘til eternity
That’s the way it will be

And I wonder what you’re dreaming of
You’re so peaceful when you sleep
Everything I want everything I need
is lying here in front of me

And if I ever lose my power to fly
Then your love takes me high
I’ll always be true to you
Sometimes I think I might lose it all
Guess the chances are small
Cause you hold me close I feel you near
Don’t let go say you’ll always be here
So just hold me tight and I’ll be fine
Dreaming you will always be mine

Just like the sun
You make me warm inside
Like a soft summer breeze
A moment to seize
So true I won’t stop loving you

Dreaming you will always be mine